Scream

Scream

This time it should be
The story about despair
Of the lack of control
We have to accept we have

I try to cope
My fists are so tense
I may fall down
To punch the ground with might

I fall on my back
Stare to the sky in my ceiling
I remember your fluorescent starts
I miss you so much sometimes

We have to face
People aren't faithful to themselves
At least not anymore
Where are their open eyes?

With soul wide open
And with all my might
The only thing I can do
Is waiting and trying

I long for your embrace
The warmth of your hug
The hope of a chance
The love of your kiss

I miss all those things
I could scream
Whine for hours
But would it be of any use?

I want to have you back
I may as well work for it
I don't want just a memory
I want you back

Pities try to scream
Try to slow me down
Do one more diminishment of myself
I won't hear you anymore
I am not alone
I have to face life.